Certainity

Oh what an interesting few days. You know, for me, if life was all the same, I would get soo bored, and I guess that is the reason why I do what I do (work wise). I believe in my abilites alot, and yes I have my ups and downs, but ultimately I am aware of my strengths and weaknesses, that for sure is one certainity.

Certainity: when you know something is going to happen or be. Yet in life, nothing is certain, right? Your work, your life, any one of them could be taken away from you, then why do we think that we need certainity?

So:

You have a full time job - is that for life?
You are in a relationship - is that for life?
You are alive today, and will you be tomorrow?

All in all, what I am trying to say is that nothing is certain, absolutely nothing, so why worry?!?! - Live your life today, and live it to the fullest! Obviously live your life within your means, dont go crazy, but dont deny what you want to do?

Do something each day that is new .... make someone's day ... but ABOVE ALL, be happy .... there are many people who would swap their life with yours .... so live it well

AND i promise myself today, on my eldest sister's birthday (Happy Birthday Raj!) :) - that each day I will do just that. BELIEVE & ACCEPT!

Pav :)

To change or not to change?

When do you realise that you are changing, or you have changed? Is it when you start doing something different, does that mean you have changed?

This thought was crossing my mind this morning. It is around 24 degrees in Cardiff, and every morning, for the last whole week, the sun has been shining through my room, early morning, and [suprisingly] I have been waking up well before 8am! Earliest has been around 5.58am :).

Ok, going back to change, well, I have never really been a girly girl, now have I? Most of you whom have known me for years will vouch for this comment. Yet this morning I suprissed myself, lol. I have been changing my wardrobe in the last 6 months, and, can I say it, more girly girl :P .... and this morning, was the ultimate wake up call. I was partly ready, and then I tried on some shoes, and my response was "no, they dont match my top!!" ... am I turning into carrie bradshaw?!? (aka S.I.T.C)).... hahaha ... all I have to do now is think of a column, and write about it.

But then is change good? I think so.

Sometimes change is inevitable, when me move towns or cities, when you move from one year to another, and of course one day to the next. Everyday is a change, and I guess, we only realise about a change within ourselves when that change has taken place, and then, well, it all seems oh so natural.

Anyways, its just hitting after 8am, and I need to pick those damn shoes ;) .... oh and life is probably also changing around me, and honestly .... it "feels" right. Thats ultimately what I go with, and I believe you should to.

When it "feels" wrong, dont keep at it, it will only bring pain and heartache, and then its time for, yes, change!