Sustainability

Last night was interesting .... I was suppossed to finish some work, and when i went to my bag to get out my laptop, i realised that I had left a cable at work! So basically I was stuck from being able to do anything. Rather than panic about it, I thought "oh well" and decided to call some friends, catch up. NO ONE at all answered, lol, can u believe that :)

Again, rather than start thinking, "where is everyone" It was a good time for me to get some solitude time with myself and my mind. I ended up writing about what needs to be done, in my life and surroundings. I couldnt help, as i do, reflect on some certain things that have been going on in the last week, and thinking that in reality we all are so individual, and do we really take time out for others, or are we merely trying to fill a "gap" in our lives?

I am saying this because I have noticed (and not to give names, as I am not judging anyone, but trying to see who I am) that people 'replace' people with others. Most of the time this is subconcious, I am sure, because we dont realise that we are exchanging one person (be it a friend or lover) for another. I dont think it is a bad thing, but I just think that there is a "balance" that everyone should create in their lives. I know that I am one of those people, whom will be more aware of this in the future, and make sure that I do that.

So my questions are:

> Do we really substitute one for another?
> Are we playing each person against the other?
> Is there any true meaning to being 'there' for someone, or should it really be "i'll be there until i find someone else"

.... Anyways, with trying to sustain a full time living, and also relationships with friends and family, can be time consuming, so how do you make time for new friends?

Simply - do we need to limit ourselves to the friends we have, .. or will most fade away, and you will be left with a handful few ... i guess its the latter ... as simply, the saying is, the strongest always survive.

Ok then, I'll try to be strong.

Have a good weekend

xx